urgh..

ok, dinner with mr. asshole..

well, it was exactly how i imagined it - he was telling me so much about himself and i didn't give a shit.. he wanted to know lotsa stuff about me, but i didn't have anything to say to him..

and if i did say stg, he quoted me a few moments later.. wtf?!

but worst of all, some things i thought were long forgotten were back.. all this stuff i managed to get out of my head were back.. and my attitude towards the guy didn't change a bit.. i even wonder if all those things he told me were true.. but then again - why am i thinking about this? i really don't give a shit..

the rest of the evening was way better - i picked up my grandparents in this fish restaurant where grandpa was celebrating part I. of his 70th b-day parties.. well, we got home just before midnight and it was a great laugh.. there were mostly doctors (sports doctors) at the party and they were telling stories from long ago.. i laughed so hard i cried.. brilliant..

well, off to work.. though all i want to do today is go home and sleep.. (i mean, go home home - pilsen.. gosh, i'm so home sick..)

let's all hope today isn't gonna be as hot as the previous days..

music: Electric Light Orchestra - Evil Woman

alone again..

indy left this morning.. (morning farewells are even worse than the evening ones..) and left me here all alone again..

not to mention that i'm meeting mr. asshole today for dinner. it's funny, i haven't seen the guy for some six years and i don't care one bit.. even though he is my biological father.. the worst thing about the dinner is that he's going to want to tell me so many things about himself and his family and work and everything and i don't give a shit.. aren't i a good daughter, huh?

i'm feeling evil today..we'll see how it goes..

music: Garbage - I'm Only Happy When It Rains

so true..

how life is..

today's thoughts..

it's summer in prague.. for a few days at least.. i'm surprised that the climate on the office isn't as bad as i thought it would be.

i can't believe i'm saying this but i can't wait for the guzs to come back andrea is great, but it's better to have the guys here..i'm even starting to miss them:)..

anyways, this week is going to be at least a bit busy - indy's coming tmrw afternoon.. can't wait for that.. and on thursday i have a scheduled dinner with my biological father.. mr.asshole.. can't wait for that either.. *ironic*

k, back to work..

think happy thoughts..

music: Alabama 3 - Woke Up This Morning

a working girl's blues

it's frustrating.. friday at work..

the longing for my bed and my bath and my house and actually for my city..

prague is nice, but it's just not my home.. i thought it was, but it just doesn't fit completely..

though that might be because of the absence of the few loved ones i have in my life.. the girls are here when i'm not and now that i am here, they're not.. pweh.. simple, huh?

that will change in a few months..

and then i'll be longing for my indy who won't be here..

life hurts..

music: KT Tunstall - Universe & U

travel news..

by matyáš bernard braun

mno, tak jsem zase zpátky z dovolené.. bylo to krátké, nicméně výživné. čas jsme využily maximálně. nic pro našeho otce. moc informací a vůbec moc akce.. :)

viděly jsme toho mnoho - zámek v opočně, rodiště f.l.věka v dobrušce, poděbrady, dvůr králové a celou zoo, jaroměř, josefov, kuks, braunův betlém a k tomu i trochu omylem ratibořice a celé babiččino údolí..

mam tunu fotek zvířat (dodám sérii "crazy stripes" a "elephant love"), i když pořád ještě neumim pracovat s dlouhým objektivem tak, jak bych chtěla. ale u živých cílů se nemůže nic moc čekat, jelikož se tedy hýbou až moc.. aspoň nová zkušenost..

dále jsme se vůbec nedivily, že pruští vojáci minuli josefov, který byl tedy stavěn zbytečně. my jsme ho minuly hned dvakrát. a tím pádem jsme skončily v ratibořicích a prohlédly jsme si výborně vybavený zámek a staré bělidlo a dohadovaly jsme se, jak se vlastně jmenovala všechna panklovic děcka (a kolik jich vlastně bylo:).. viktorčin splav není vůbec zajímavý, ale za to vlastně může spíše čas.

mě osobně nejvíce zaujaly braunovy sochy, které vypadají na fotkách minimálně stejně impozantně jako ve skutečnosti..

toť zpráva z výletu..

výlet se zdařil:)..

music: Phantom Planet - California