freaking out already..

um, only 23 more hours until i start with czech literature..

in 24 hours i'll be starting biology, my greatest nightmare..

in 25 hours english..

in 26 hours french..

*gulp*

*exhausted*

please, oh please.. can we just get over this?

i really need some time off..

i can't write, i can't read, i can't see, i can't eat, i can't do anything.. screw all this!

really, i'm not nervous, i'm just totally exhausted..

*sigh*



*sigh*

it's high time i get stg done, right?

my head is almost as big as a balloon.. i've been working on my biology questions since morning and by now i have the feeling that i don't know anything at all.. the good news is that i only need to finish up some six easy questions (and three not very easy questions, but i'm trying to not think about them right now).. at this moment i am dead positive that i'll pick some very ugly ones and struggle to get a four.. which i would probably be even happy for in the end..

another great thought crosses my mind - i didn't even start going through czech grammar.. oh great, oh great.. this is not a positive thought. one might say it's even quite negative..

but i will be positive - i'll do just fine..

yup, and now i'll have to try actually believing that thought..

music: David Gray - This Year's Love