urgh..

ok, dinner with mr. asshole..

well, it was exactly how i imagined it - he was telling me so much about himself and i didn't give a shit.. he wanted to know lotsa stuff about me, but i didn't have anything to say to him..

and if i did say stg, he quoted me a few moments later.. wtf?!

but worst of all, some things i thought were long forgotten were back.. all this stuff i managed to get out of my head were back.. and my attitude towards the guy didn't change a bit.. i even wonder if all those things he told me were true.. but then again - why am i thinking about this? i really don't give a shit..

the rest of the evening was way better - i picked up my grandparents in this fish restaurant where grandpa was celebrating part I. of his 70th b-day parties.. well, we got home just before midnight and it was a great laugh.. there were mostly doctors (sports doctors) at the party and they were telling stories from long ago.. i laughed so hard i cried.. brilliant..

well, off to work.. though all i want to do today is go home and sleep.. (i mean, go home home - pilsen.. gosh, i'm so home sick..)

let's all hope today isn't gonna be as hot as the previous days..

music: Electric Light Orchestra - Evil Woman

alone again..

indy left this morning.. (morning farewells are even worse than the evening ones..) and left me here all alone again..

not to mention that i'm meeting mr. asshole today for dinner. it's funny, i haven't seen the guy for some six years and i don't care one bit.. even though he is my biological father.. the worst thing about the dinner is that he's going to want to tell me so many things about himself and his family and work and everything and i don't give a shit.. aren't i a good daughter, huh?

i'm feeling evil today..we'll see how it goes..

music: Garbage - I'm Only Happy When It Rains

so true..

how life is..

today's thoughts..

it's summer in prague.. for a few days at least.. i'm surprised that the climate on the office isn't as bad as i thought it would be.

i can't believe i'm saying this but i can't wait for the guzs to come back andrea is great, but it's better to have the guys here..i'm even starting to miss them:)..

anyways, this week is going to be at least a bit busy - indy's coming tmrw afternoon.. can't wait for that.. and on thursday i have a scheduled dinner with my biological father.. mr.asshole.. can't wait for that either.. *ironic*

k, back to work..

think happy thoughts..

music: Alabama 3 - Woke Up This Morning